Every time You enter the tunnel You feel this should be it.. Never ending one.. You feel like diving deep and deep and deep.. You start getting acquainted with its nature.. The smoothness of edges and roundness of corners.. You start forming a comfort zone eventually to lose the grip.. You feel lost because of the silver edge around the corner leading to the light at the end this tunnel as well.. The world outside is too bright for You.. All you can do is to hope to find Your endless tunnel to go in the deep and deep and deep.. - Dhakaldo

A really nice weekend from a third person point of view.. But only You know something is eating You up from inside.. May be a domino effect triggered by minor things..Probably killing to the extent You feel like giving up on things.. Things You like, love, enjoy.. You are about to crash and await the Monday blues.. Then a nice friend gives his marriage invitation.. Then other nice friend tells about her newly found love.. The news is more than enough to cheer You up and look forward to to to.. to What ?? You are not able to end the post with a satisfactory note.. The domino effect has been triggered yet again.. - Dhakaldo

Welcome Home :-)..
Breakfast 7:45 2moro @ Vaishali ?
XYZ in town.. Contact him..
Sry.. Ful day baher aahe.. Wil cl U 2mrw..
U r unreachable.. Throw Ur sim card in drain..
Just wanted to confirm that I'll b there on 25th..
Hmmm bt cant gurantee.. Ok lets c..
Actually I have reached peak of typing.. No room for improvement..
Outing is fixed.. will let U know poa..
May be it is a nasheeb's hint :-)..
U have 2 collect visa photos..
:-) :-) Gud night !
31 la bheTu..
Me aaj ratri bag bhartoy.. Sampli suTTi :-(
Yet aslas tar missed call de.. Durga la cold coffee maru..
Tried clin U a coupla times.. leaving 2nite.. sory culdnt meet U..
Aus 162 n 4 wikets..
Will reach BC in another 15 mins..
1030-1045 paryant Roopali madhe ahot.. veL asel tar ye..
Hi phone zala.. Tekadi var 745 la parking madhye bheTu..

When U leaving tomorrow? Are U free about 1ish?
Sure! :-) jaldi vapas aa! :-)
I have left from office.. Will reach Your place in about twenty mins..
Are kahi kay U gave enuf time ki..
Yes.. For You, even a year would have been less.. Enjoy journey..
Pochala asashil ata I gues.. tk sm rest nw in d noon..
hpy jrny :-)

- Many ppl..

We learnt 1,2,3..
We usually do ..3,2,1
I wonder why..
-Dhakaldo

Yesterday..

New place? New people?
Good grades?
Starbucks?
Deadlines..
Job?

Today..
Again new place? New people?
Good reviews?
Starbucks?
Deadlines..
Am I satisfied with job?

Tomorrow..
??
??
??
Deadlines..
?? 

Looking back it feels like few things dont change, wont change.. Only the "?" are replaced by"," and that transition ; the journey is perhaps the best experience..
- Dhakaldo

P.S. By Starbucks I mean a common place to hang around with friends..

Well it always feels like time is flying fast when You want it to go slow and vice versa..
Today its been two years in america.. Right now it seems time has literally flied but really it hasnt.. Its not been less than a roller coaster ride so far.. But again its been so far so good.. Just thats it..
Dhakaldo..

Well, I have not rowed in almost last 3 years but still the memories are as fresh as can be.. Ready.. Attention.. Go.. You hear these 3 words.. Concentrate on the Stroke's call for start.. Long and Hards.. Pick up..Finish.. Totally exhausted.. So tired that You don't have energy even to lift both hands for celebrations.. Within a second You travel from swimming test-tub four outings-cox less-yellow four-blue four-practice-team selections.. Just too good to be true memories.. Totally worth the efforts You put in.. This set of words really works as Boost most needed in crunch situations.. Well sometimes even the bloopers like 'dead as dodo' or 'strokes hard.. bows hardly' also enlighten the mood and You are ready once again to 'kick hard'..
Dhakaldo

Sometimes I wonder..
Out there is a new world..
May be unexplored by me..
Even by You..

There is something that is awaiting to be pursued..
Hope is one of them..
It can't be induced..
Nor can it be taken away..
Greed is also one of them..
Seldom did I think about them..

Adament, I have been so far regarding some issues..
Realistic I should have been..
Everyone wants to be..

Hardly ever we can get away with these..
Aren't we fighting the battle in the mind..
Regardless the conflicts we always feel that we are
Done for time being..

The real fun starts afterwards..
Overcoming internal resistance..

Doing it all Yourself..
Implementing thoughts in actions..
Gruelling efforts it might take..
Efforts may fall short..
Someone may feel like giving it up..
The key is to give Your best shot..

...

The truth might be shocking..
However prepared You might be, there does exist moment of truth..
Everyone's watching You is what You believe..
You should have known it better.. realised it earlier..

Afterall, this is real world..
Reality is transperent, may be for better, may be for worse..
Envy, I am about those who have digested reality..

Betterman I try be..
Even though its a relative term..
Superlative is non existent, I feel
Those who don't, I could care less for..

Forget is something I try to do..
Often ignorance is bliss..
Rather I depend on the comfort zone..
Guilty I feel, having restricted myself..
Out there I want to reach..
Taller I want to stand..
The new hope I see..
Endless horizons call me..
Northern star I want to be..
- Dhakaldo..

P.S. A different type of post I tried.. Try to read the first letters from each sentence which form a word..

The feeling of having nothing more to loose makes You brave enough to Face the worst possible outcome and yet manage to smile on the way.. May be thats a victory in a way..  Dhakaldo

P.S. : For Boat Club ppl.. may be this explains ' Jo harala To jinkala ' although me ha vichar navta kela tenva..

Gail Wynand..
Create an emipre from the scratch..
All the pains.. all the efforts.. all the sufferings.. Best remembered..
Power You gained.. wrongly used.. made others suffer and taste the hell..
All the glory..all the fame..innumerable scandlas..still same old name..
You showed them all that  'You Do'.. always got what You wanted to..
Met a soul taller than you.. knowingly or unknowingly breached by You..
To get 'even' You gave in all..even while sinking You stood very tall..
You lost..you failed..with killer instinct gone..
It had to be this way coz he was the hero..
You were villian.. and You will always be Best Forgotten..
- Dhakaldo